| I SUMMER IN NY |
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| 03:00pm 15/06/2008 |
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SUMMER 08 (weather permitting)
Catching some sun and roller blading along the Long Island Sound
BRKLYN FUN with Alison
Philadelphia
Ritten House Square Town House Fun!
BEACH HOUSE FUN!!!
GUIDO WATCHING ON THE SHORE
A TREK OUT TO CONEY ISLAND soon!
HAMPTONS WEDDING INVITE (July)
HAMPTONS PHOTO SHOOT INVITE (two weeks)
SUMMER CLOTHES SHOPPING (something always catches my eye)
CITY FLEA MARKET ON 17TH and 6th
ROOF TOP BARS
CABANA SEATING
FRUITY DRINKS
MID WORK DAY MOJITOS
FLORIDA COAST (The Port)
YOGA/ SWIMMING/DANCING
FRENEMIES/FLINGS/CRUSHES/GOSSIP
WATCHING CHELSEA LATELY ON THE DVR when the fun is rained out
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| Under the boardwalk... |
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| 10:17am 20/03/2008 |
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It couldn’t have been better surrounded by those who truly love me…
My birthday celebration was …trashy and flashy and out of control just the way I wanted it to be...oh and everyone looked hot…
Gambling
Pre Gaming in a LUXE SUITE on the 26th floor with an ocean view
Mmm my surprise b-day cake (rich dark chocolate) it didn’t taste like b-day cake and that why I liked it…
Angela’s nose cups…freaking hilarious (yes I have a thing for noses)
Two bottles of vodka with mixers later
Dinner at 10 pm sharp at Buddahkan…
We were delightful very bourgeoisie…
loud obnoxious NYers
Bottles of champagne were consumed and I was cut off by the server…
Rock and roll
The Club
Getting sick and finding relief in a planter out side the club
Waking up in my suite on the sofa while angela and mark are giddly and drunkenly attempting to get a stripper to the room…
Saks shows up and throws a fit
Yelling…
Laughter
4 am back down at the casino with Mark run into Saks take a drag of his cigarette
Tells me to go get his earnings hands me a fists of his chips
We get closer he kisses me…
It was sweet
My birthday was trashtastic
Tara Ried would have fit right in with us for the night!!!
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| 09:57am 14/03/2008 |
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mood:  indifferent
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Feeling like this isn’t where I should be…putting things off…turning me off…allowing surrender to take place and letting go
We always have a choice…I have a choice to react to the circumstances to initiate change and set forth new standards for myself to not hold myself against expectations that may no longer be relevant to where I am in my life now be it physically or spiritually. |
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| Cross Streets |
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| 03:22pm 23/01/2008 |
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The pressure
The latest
The hottest
Runways
Gateways
Getaways
Illusions
Sincerity in the backseat
...Take me to the corner of delusion and confusion and step on it! |
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| The difference here is that our drama unfolds in nicer restaurants and designer clothes... |
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| 11:52pm 16/01/2008 |
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I have faith in the universe that all that has unfolded in my life has been for a reason...
People want to try and tell you what you should be doing or where you should be in life...but in reality maybe they wish that they could be doing what I'm doing... A city like this challenges the belief that the universe is conspiring with your deepest intentions and thoughts...that we alone are the only creators and producers of our happiness and good fortune...
I can truly attest that we have the capacity to embrace how we accept reality but there is a force that is a part of us that is connected to something beyond our physicality and mortality...
Think as if and it will be
Love and Light
Camilo |
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| 01:30pm 13/12/2007 |
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Its snowing
Im in a snow globe and someone is shaking it...off to work I go! |
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| 02:32pm 14/11/2007 |
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FROM REALITY
GROUNDED
FIRMLY ON THE SURFACE
THE SURFACE
YOUR FACE
THIS PLACE
MODERN AND OLD
SPACES
REFLECTIONS
FIRMLY GROUNDED IN MY SOUL
FREEDOM
FLYING
TO FREEDOM |
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| on my radar |
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| 03:05pm 04/11/2007 |
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compiling a list of all the famous people I have seen so far living in the city
Kim Catrall (Samantha from sex and the city)
Tim Gunn Project Runway
Emilio Estevez
Will Smith
Michelle Williams
Jessica Simpson
Madonna
Lourdes (Madonna's Daughter)
Sandra Berndhart
Joy Behar
Paris Hilton
Ana Wintour (Vogue Editrix)
Stone Phillips (Dateline NBC)
Fergie
Steven Tyler
Nicole Ritchie
Lauren Grahm (Gilmore Girls the mom)
Debra Messing (Grace)
Eric McCormack (Will)
David Letterman
Ellen
That who wast ingonito
Bret Easton Ellis couldnt have described or written about this city better for those who read glamorama u know what I mean |
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| A piece of me |
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| 02:46pm 03/11/2007 |
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What we dislike in others is always something that we have in us that we don't like about ourselves...
Judgment its so hard to refrain from
But the reward?
It's there for us to collect
Only we can help ourselves
SHAMELESS
How bad do I want it?
Will I let the veil deceive me
.......
Pushing Forward
My realm
As Carrie Bradshaw once narrated "The best part about living in the city sometimes, is leaving the city."... Been gone on the weeekends lately since I been back from Fla eithier in Philadelphia or NJ its been good
How do I make a place a home?
I have several new happnings at work
I went to a my companys spring/summer collection show on Thurs we were standing room at first but then the pr girls sat me and a coworker Nicole in the third row hott...all the magazine editors and writers and socialites were seated and now she and I were among them sometimes I think to myself all my day dreams end up unfolding themselves just wehen you least expect them too...I was happy if for a superficial second...lol at work my new boss is definitely assertive and clearly has the drive to want to move up..a little too aggressive and talks to me in very unnatural sounding postive reinforcement kinda way very contrived...he wanted a high five when I finished a project for him the other afternoon...a high five? wtf? I told him I felt like a pavlovian dog...lol
I dont think its clicking just yet here to this upcoming week...
ny is a funny place I prefer her by night dressed up and going out and if during the day not in an office with drama but shopping uptown and lunching...lol
I may go see my parents this month for T-GIVING i dont want to be alone for the holidays...so going to try and see if work schedule permits |
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| Kiss you all over |
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| 08:53pm 09/09/2007 |
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If anything friendships are amazing in times of need
I blessed with a good boss good co workers
a great roomate and spectacular style and skin
Loving oneself
do it
Its sad u decided to alienate yourself and be something you are not
be carefull stay away from your demons
I wont be the angel this time
I will pray
I will love
I will forgive eventually
I will love again
Play house
Forget the pain the realness the beauty
You chose a beast
No soul
Liar Liar Liar Liar
The truth never hides if its meant to break people free |
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| a chain |
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| 12:54pm 19/08/2007 |
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this is scary
lets see if I am taking the bait -
what do I have to lose right?
it worksHope it works!
Supposedly The Phone Will Ring
Right After You Do This.
Just read the little stories and
think of a wish as you scroll all
the way to the bottom. There is
a message there - then make your
wish.
No attachment on this one.
Stories
I'm 13 years old, and I wished
that my dad would come home from
the army, because he'd been having
problems with his heart and right
leg. It was 2:53 p.m . When I made
my wish. At 3:07 p.m. (14 minutes
later), the doorbell rang, and
there my Dad was, luggage and all!!
I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been
having trouble in my job and on the
verge of quitting. I made a simple
wish that my boss would get a new
job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55
there was an announcement that he
was promoted and was leaving for
another city. Believe me...this
really works!!!
I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been
having trouble in my job and on the
verge of quitting. I made a simple
wish that my boss would get a new
job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55
there was an announcement that he
was promoted and was leaving for
another city. Believe me...this
really works!!!
My name is Ann and I am 45 years
of age. I had always been single
and had been hoping to get into a
nice, loving relationship for many
years. While kind of daydreaming
(and right after receiving this email)
I wished that a quality person would
finally come into my life. That was at
9:10 AM on a Tuesday. At 9:55 AM
a FedEx delivery man came into my
office.He was cute, polite and
could not stop smiling at me. He
started coming back almost everyday
(even without packages) and asked me
out a week later. We married 6
months later and now have been
happily married for 2 years.
What a great email it was!!
Just scroll down to the end, but
while you do, think of a wish.
Make your wish when you have completed
scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the
number of minutes it will take for your
wish to come true. ex.you are 25 years
old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish
to come true).
However, if you don't send this to
people in 5 minutes, you will have bad
luck for years!!
Go for it!!!
STOP!!!
Congratulations!!! Your wish will
now come true in your age minutes.
Now follow this carefully....it
can be very rewarding!!!!
If you repost this within the next 5 min.
something major that you've been wanting
will happen. |
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| A midsummers night |
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| 11:52am 19/08/2007 |
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The weather yesterday was so beautiful I'm dogg sitting in the upper east side this weekend for a co-worker...Yesterday I had lunch in central park and then went shopping at Columbus Circle... later that night I sat in the circle with the lit fountains flowing and musicians playing music... couples kissing and what not it was romantic and poetic...I layed across the bench on my back stared up into the night sky above the towering sky scrapers and straight ahead shined a star...piercing through the clouds... I wished upon it and I shed a tear... New york brings so many people together and sometimes it can break people apart...turn a corner an old friend from your past can reappear...catch a train someone "better" could appear... Its easy to people watch and leave it at that but what if jealousy creeps on you slowly or curiosity...dangerous to think like this...admire...appriciate..never think its better...it just is...
This week at work I worked at the product development office it was really fun and a great opportunity...Im suddenly ok with just being career oriented for now and working out like madonna...swimming...lifting weights...yoga...
Fashion Week is coming soon and this year I can smell the invites!
Summer isnt over just yet maybe just maybe we can all have that happy ending |
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| Feel the rain on your skin... |
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| 08:50pm 28/07/2007 |
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The Hills season 3 starts in August and a new Launa BEACH but its set up the coast in New Port Habor...total LC and Kristin Cavalleris were casted for this but lets see you would think Im a tween or something...lol... Been working and acting like an uptight New Yorker lately makes work seem fun...Fri night went to dinner with Sandra she is quite teh stubborn person and then I went home and watched You Tube clips till 3 in the morning then slept in di my laundry took forever and now Im writing this Probally go see a movie tonight and then see GYPSY tommorow if there are tickets!!! Last performance tonight... |
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| 10:25am 18/07/2007 |
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Interesting...from "daily om" online
Being Alone
A Relationship With Self
The most important relationship we have in our lives is with our selves. And even though we are the only ones who are present at every moment of our lives—from birth onward—this relationship can be the most difficult one to cultivate. This may be because society places such emphasis on the importance of being in a romantic partnership, even teaching us to set aside our own needs for the needs of another. Until we know ourselves, however, we cannot possibly choose the right relationship to support our mutual growth toward our highest potential. By allowing ourselves to be comfortable with being alone, we can become the people with whom we want to have a relationship.
Perhaps at no other time in history has it been possible for people to survive, and even thrive, while living alone. We can now support ourselves financially, socially, and emotionally without needing a spouse for survival in any of these realms. With this freedom, we can pursue our own interests and create fulfilling partnerships with friends, business partners, creative cohorts, and neighbors. Once we’ve satisfied our needs and created our support system, a mate then becomes someone with whom we can share the bounty of all we’ve created and the beauty we’ve discovered within ourselves.
As we move away from tradition and fall into more natural cycles of being in the world today, we may find that there are times where being alone nourishes us and other periods in which a partnership is best for our growth. We may need to learn to create spaces to be alone within relationships. When we can shift our expectations of our relationships with ourselves and others to opportunities for discovery, we open ourselves to forge new paths and encounter uncharted territory. Being willing to know and love ourselves, and to find what truly makes us feel deeply and strongly, gives us the advantage of being able to attract and choose the right people with whom to share ourselves, whether those relationships fall into recognizable roles or not. Choosing to enjoy being alone allows us to fully explore our most important relationship—the one with our true selves. |
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| What we did on sundays... |
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| 07:56am 16/07/2007 |
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Hopeless
Ive accepted a current reality
I HAVE forgotten patience
What I hate in others is what I hate ABOUT myself
Freedom from anger
I wish to flee my anger run as far as I can from it
CAN WE HEAR EACH OTHERS HEART? |
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| Being Single is the new black |
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| 12:25pm 08/07/2007 |
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"You look like a more adult Camilo"
"You look older too!"
We both nervously laugh in unison
Knowing were are slightly discomforted by this realization
Sunday
Need to go to The Market and buy some stuff
Going to a farewell party in the village later |
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| 02:49pm 06/07/2007 |
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Im supposed to be an adult about this |
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